Working on a Saturday night
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: God's Love
Probably no body in the world works til 10:16 pm on a Saturday night but me. I think I am the most boring person in the world, for several reasons. "Dull as plank" Princess Diana would have said, correct? My life is "on hold" a little bit, because I filed for divorce, then agreed to reconcile, but I had torn my aprt apart packing, so now I have to move or unpack. I then just became weary with it, overwhelmed with such and thought to myself, writing is what I like to do, and so I am doing that and let the chips fall where they may. It is what it is. Just like that, decided the chaos of moving is too much for the condition my condition is in. Who said, that phrase? What condition my condition is in? Well,let me take a quick inventory. I have divorce papers filed so will have to undo them, if I reconcile,and I am sure that probably is what God would want me to do. And my living quarters are a shambles where I had pulled stuff out to sort and decide what to move out of state with me. And I gave away the front room full of furniture so it is empty. And my daughter is coming to visit and this place looks like a whirlwind went through at warp speed! And it did, and the whirlewind was me,gloria. So I felt sooooooo sorry for myself and I cried, boo-hooed for quite some time. Then in character for myself,decided 'that was enough of that and get something done'. So that is why I am writing at 10:25 pm now. As to what this has to do with the love of God, you might ask? It is written,"The Lord preserveth all them that love HIM; but all the wicked will HE destroy." [Psalms 145: 20] I am a woman and the Psalms were written by a man who was first a shepherd then a King, and in the process of that transformation, had bouts of self-pity, depression, and then praise, almost cyclical.So I love the Psalms because they comfort me so much, and sometimes The Bible is the only thing that makes any sense to me. I am very grateful that God caused HIS words to be written down for all of humanity. Salvation Is Free Salvation Is Free; and it is from Jesus alone.